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Monday, July 03, 2006

day: friday
time: after sch
wat i did: tried to talk to him. but, he refused to stop to listen. felt angry. called sean at night n told him, guess he felt abit frustrated too.

day: saturday
time: afternoon - night
wat i did: chatted wif shan xian on msn. we were both quite sian. so i suggested we play a game. we decided to play checkers, but i dunno hw to play, so he offered to teach me. in the end, didnt play at all, coz my com was givin me problems. apologised, and it was accepted. =) we ended up chatting. felt comfortable around him, but tried nt to feel too comfortable. i did the powerpoint for ipw while chatting. asked weili for her grp's powerpoint. n she sent me theirs. was very grateful. finally finished. n logged off. started changin the bedsheets when ysx called me. said he was very sian n all alone at hiome. promised to call him bac later. was eating dinner when he called bac again. apologised and promised to call bac again. finally finished wif the bedsheets and call him at around 9. chatted for awhile, until my dad finished with his shower. watched tv.


day: saturday
time: near midnight
wat i did: plenty of tinkin. sat on the bed and thought while listening to my mp3 for hu noes hw long. finally, i cam eto noe tt, i hav nvr actually rlly liked him. i jus treated him as the shadow of the one i lyk. or shuld i say, smth to fill my empty heart? damm me. felt damm guilty. but den, gd now tt he doesnt lyk me anymore. so is tis a blessing in disguise??

day:sunday
time: morning - afternoon
wat i did: sat infront of my com. played maple for awhile. kept tinkin of ytd night. decided tt i rlly shuld hav a gd talk wif him. wanna chat on the phone to someone, and urgently. decided to do smth to keep my mind off him. did the front page for my DNT folio. didnt quite lyk it. so asked amanda for comments. she said tt it was abit plain. so i asked her to help me edit it. =) she agreed n is still editing. send atiqah the powerpoint n script for the ipw. she offered to print everyting out. rlly grateful. reminded her to print out extra copies for miss shidah. amanda finally finished wif my coverpage. thanked her and did abit of edit myself. den was rather happy wif the results. had a little fight wif my bro, coz he threw smth at me n it hit my upper eye lid. was very angry. might go n do my dnt later.
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