Urgh! moodswings again. hate dem. always here when dey shuldn't be. i was actually feeling rather happy tis afternoon de, den nw, dunno y, feel very insecure and angry at myself. probably a result of my low self confidence n esteem, that moodswings lyk tis happen frquently, but den, izzit Too frequently? always tot tt the best time is when u r wif ur loved ones. but during these moodswings, i hav tis urgh to jus cry out loud n vent my anger or something or someone. or jus simply spill everything out to someone. but den, hu can tt person be? for one thing, i can find ysx. but den, i cant always be depending on him whenever i am in a bad mood. it will make me feel kinda.... well, useless. always depending on others, n nt urself. den, there is always my frens. lolx. onli a couple of ppl hu rlly r the closest to "understanding" me.
lyk, yvonne? doubt tt she would understand.
jasmine? funny, i might even get an earful frm her.
haiz, so back to square one again, ysx.
if onli, i can jus cry out n nt care bout the fast moving world around me, hw gd would tt be? but god noes tt is almost impossible. haiz. forget it. i tink i jus stop here. anymore den i tink i gonna rlly cry out. =.=" ...

Urgh! moodswings again. hate dem. always here when dey shuldn't be. i was actually feeling rather happy tis afternoon de, den nw, dunno y, feel very insecure and angry at myself. probably a result of my low self confidence n esteem, that moodswings lyk tis happen frquently, but den, izzit Too frequently? always tot tt the best time is when u r wif ur loved ones. but during these moodswings, i hav tis urgh to jus cry out loud n vent my anger or something or someone. or jus simply spill everything out to someone. but den, hu can tt person be? for one thing, i can find ysx. but den, i cant always be depending on him whenever i am in a bad mood. it will make me feel kinda.... well, useless. always depending on others, n nt urself. den, there is always my frens. lolx. onli a couple of ppl hu rlly r the closest to "understanding" me.
lyk, yvonne? doubt tt she would understand.
jasmine? funny, i might even get an earful frm her.
haiz, so back to square one again, ysx.
if onli, i can jus cry out n nt care bout the fast moving world around me, hw gd would tt be? but god noes tt is almost impossible. haiz. forget it. i tink i jus stop here. anymore den i tink i gonna rlly cry out. =.=" ...