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Wednesday to Friday
Saturday, July 29, 2006

Wed. 26 July 2006.
today is like any other typical wednesday on the outside, but is actually very different on the inside. one ting i hate bout all females in the world, tt is being competative. i may be a female myself, but i still hate tis kind of attitude the same. everyting oso mus compete. ever tried going to the market n hear wat the aunties there say? even those aunties with little knowledge hav to compete for everyting, so wat difference does it makes US wif dem? competing over everyting. marks, scores, everyting! cant someone jus give way?

Thur. 27 July 2006
hurt myself during pe today. wanted to catch the ball tt weili threw to me, but ended up wif the ball hitting my finger, causing it to crack. den it was very painful the whole day. even when bend or straighten oso painful. sian diao. applied some pintment at home. was no use AT ALL.coz the blue black was at the joint. den showed my dad at night. he pulled n rubbed my finger, making me scream my head off. =.=" if i was one of my neighbours, i would hav tot tt someone was getting killed. lolx.

Fri. 28 July 2006.
went to cwp wif ysx n sean today. was raining when we left the sch. went to ate lunch, den walked around cwp. saw jiamin n jeslynn when buying bubble tea, n meiyin n jeanice when in the library. den saw florence dunno hw many times. =.=" went to the library n chatted there. lolx. went home at around 5:40. reached home at around 6:00. bathed n used com. jus finished dinner. =)
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Happy Birthday!
Tuesday, July 25, 2006

today is ysx's bday le! Happy 14th birthday! lolx.
spent the whole afternn wif him. =) kept making fun of elson n hwee kee. lolx. ke lian the 2 of dem. did maths hwk in sch, wif jas, while waiting for him. we were lyk goofing the whole time. den he walked me home. i came bac n rested, den bathed n ate dinner.
go, going, gone. =)
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RHD and BBQ.
Saturday, July 22, 2006

ytd was RHD. woke up pretty late but reached sch b4 7. we all changed into our costume b4 lessons. the girls' toilet was lyk, crammed, crowded, hot and stuffy. i was sweating lyk a pig there. yvonne said 2 ppl change together is faster, so the 2 of us changed together lorhx. we gt back to class n changed my shoes there. i didnt even noe hw i gt through the whole damm day. i was lyk pull my skirt where ever i go n worse of all, my scarf kept dropping. =.=" to add fuel, dey pulled at my scarf... but den, it was fun lahx.
during HMT, we took photos. haha. ni lao shi very funny. he dun even noe wat costume he is wearing. he says as long it is different frm wat he wear normally can liaox. during recess, we took class photos too at the foyer and in the canteen. lolx. we were lyk goofing around. =X even betta news is tt our class won the Best Dressed Competition. well, thx to fionne. but the bad news is tt someone frm our class lost her hp. haizz. whoever stole her hp should be slapped a hundred times for stealing on such a happy occasion.
after sch, we took photos together, me n him =), using tracy's camera. tracy dunno hw she take oso, the photo at one side de. lolx. mb n elyn both played wif the cam too. den i ate lunch n changed. lili, tracy , elyn, ysx n me fooled around in the canteen until its time for the 3 of dem to go for guzheng.
we very sian. he suggested we go to a park near yvonne's hse. we walk there, but den it rained, so i said go call yvonne, c if she at home den go pay her a visit. we went to the woodlands mart n found a public phone, but yvonne wasn't at home. haiz. no coice lorhx. den go to his hse n took an umbrella. FUNNY ting is, once he took out his umbrella, the rain STOPPED. lol huh? den he walked me home. chatted about alot of things.
reached home at bout 3:30. wanted to watch tv, but in the end, fell asleep. woke up at 5:30, wif hi5 singing their song. den rushed to the sch lorhx, coz was meeting lili at 5:3o. lolx. reached sch at around 5:45. lili was gd, didnt scold me. =) den she changed into her home clothes n we sat down in the canteen n chatted. there was this buffet of fried rice n corn?! n den the prefects barbequed some food. nt very nice lahx, but it was able to fill my stomach. den gt concert. highlight: mr siva in ankle socks. lolx. he look hidieous. 2nd highlight: a MALE prefect in a PINK mini skirt. LOLX. ke lian him. after the concert, lili n i went home. i acconpanied her to wait for the bus n den went home. reached home at around 9:45. bathed.
phone rang at aroun d 10:30. cnnt rlly rmb. he called me. =) den we chatted for around 1 n a half hr? aiya, hu cares bout the duration. its the process tt's important. =P (ahem. its a PHONE CALL. keep ur brains CLEAN.) lolx. hung up coz his dad was bac. mayb was too tired le bahx. i fell asleep as soon as my head touched the pillow. Zzzzz...
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Friday, July 21, 2006

woo!!! tml is RHD le! so excited... jus nw i was lyk... parading around the hse in full costume. hahaz. i managed to borrow a bag frm jasmine. (thx lots! i try to return u the bag asap. =D) i oso found a pair of slip-ons or smth in my shoe cabinet. so happy! the colour is jus nice. matches my costume nicely... today hav peer tutoring for maths. den my grp was lyk, the noisiest in the class. luqman n iskandar were joking around, den jingyi n me were laughing none stop. lolx. den mdm jas wrote on the board saying leader mus check c we all do neatly, but we complain to mdm jas say our leader (luqman) himself is untidy. lolx.. mdm jas says she would throw n tear when she checks the papers herself. we laughed until lyk siao. after the peer tutoring, jas, me n ysx stayed bac in sch to do hwk. we gt tired of doin hwk, so we sat in the canteen n chatted for awhile. den went to her hse n gt borrowed things frm her. i went home at around 6 n bathed. den tried one my costume wif the slip-ons. lolx.
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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

ytd went to get the traditional costume for RHD frm hidayah. she took out a few frm her wardrobe n told me to choose one myself. i chose an orange set which consists of a top, skirt n a scarf. i tot it was pretty. =) told her tt i would bring to sch n return her.
he came to our table in the morning. dey were lyk chasing him away. when he does nth, dey chase me away too. its starting to gt on my nerves tt dey r always chasing us away... argh!
today was ok. there was Hist, DnT, Eng, MT n Geog.
Hist was ok.. we finished a chapter.
DnT was fun! we spent 2 periods on the practical instead of the usual 1 period. but, the only prob was tt it was hard to get help frm tcher. always had to wait...
he was wif us during recess too. n again, the same ting happens lyk in the morning. only tis time, jing yi was there too. was damm fuming when hk pulled away my hairband. den fuming even more when jing yi was lyk critisizing non-stop... kns.
Eng was ok... mrs chuah had us do pair work. no more 3 o'clock buddy tis time.. it was 9 o'clock.my 3 o'clock buddy is ysx, 9 0'clock is serene. =)
den MT... tcher showed us some ting bout brith trees or smth. it is using ur birth date to c wat is ur birth tree, den finding ur tree to find our ur characteristics. we went bonkers over tt. haha. lastly Geog. its the last 2 periods of the day, so as usual, the whole class was lyk dozing off... cher finished a chapter n gave us a break. i slept. =P we also started on a new chapter...
had lunch in sch. den chatted wif dem for awhile n went home. had a long nap until bout 6:20. did maths n den bathed n ate dinner.
nth much le.
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shopping wif baohui.
Monday, July 17, 2006

ytd went to cwp wif bao hui mummy. =) we went shopping for her bag, purse n my stationaries n present. we shopped for a long time, den she said she wan to go wat pirates of the carribean. we stood at the counter argueing for a long time b4 i gave in n called bac home to say tt i will be home later. we bought the tickets but the 5.20 show is left wif onli the 1st n 2nd row, so she bought the 6.05 show. we went to eat ice kachang n took neo prints. =) after the neoprints, we went to minitoons, i borrowed her phone n called ysx n chatted for awhile. den we went up to the cinema n bought popcorn n drinks, den went into the theatre. the show was nice, some parts were funny, n others almost scared my guts out. after the movie, we went home. took 962 bus den found out tt the 912 bus is right behind. haha. we walked n She, very lame-o, go call her mom come down to bring her home when she is jus downstairs. den i waited wif her n went home when i saw her mom. i met my dad at the lifts reached home at bout 9:15. i bathed n gt a scolding frm my dad. he stared at me wif those eyes tt made me wanna gorge dem out. disgusting. watched tv n slept at around 1 am.
woke up tis morning at around 10:35 today. =) long time nvr sleep for so long le. ytd oso called hidayah n borrowed the traditional costume frm her. she said tt i could go by her hse anytime n choose myself. =D thx lots!!
anyway, nth to say le. bb. =)
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Saturday, July 15, 2006

today stayed bac after sch for extra mt lessons. sian lorhx. tt ngoh come n take over the lesson. she tok alot of crap lorhx. keep tok bout wat competition den still tok bout the dunno wat cameron high tour... sian lahx. den she wan us take part in dunno wat competition. den say until lyk she wan she herself wanna win the competition. forget it lahx... my mom will forever be the best. u cnnt win her de lorhx. den, when she finally wanna teach liaox, the cher come tok bout history of china de suddenly come. we all cheer sia. den coz 2/3 de projector cnnt use, so went to 2/2 classroom. hehehx. den she talked bout the pang gu kai tian pi di or smth de, hou yi shoot the suns down, chang er go to the moon n yue lao n marriage de stories. all of dem were china's famous legends n myths. den gt the last story, but we all wanna go home, so she didnt tell us tt story. almost accompanied yvonne to admiralty eat lunch de, but den coz nt enuff money, so stayed in sch n had lunch. den went home together wif hk. came back n had another afternn nap. cnnt help it lahx. woke up at around 5. bathed n use the com. played maple jus nw, but den sian liaox. nth to say le..
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Thursday, July 13, 2006

today stayed back after sch for CCA. today very sian. nth to do. i jus sat at the counter n did nth except mindling wif the com. mrs lazurus today dunno y, let us off at 3. very gd seh. den went to canteen to find ysx. he actually gt robotics at 3.30, but den coz cher nt in sch n all, so the whole ting was cancelled. den kh, bev, sx, n i fooled around for awhile. bev gt some kind of a bridge competition or smth goin on, so she went off. den went to find jas n yvonne. den sat at canteen. we all played truth or dare for awhile, den gt tired of it. den we played the siccors paper stone tingy. den jas slap until my hand become red. =.=" we went home at around 5:30. jas n sx kept askin bout my hand along the way. den i had to scold dem for being naggy b4 dey would shut up. =.=" den he sent me home.
i came back den fell asleep while listening to my mp3. woke up around 6.40 n bathed. den ate dinner. sian ar... hwk all haven do. maths haven finish. left last qns. n hmt wb... still gt dnt. haiz...
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006

today de assembly programme talked about family ties.n jus coz of tt programme, my mummy baohui said the 3 "i love you" words to me thrice today! oh dear. was a little disgusted. den no choice, i said those 3 words bac to her. den she was pretty overjoyed. =.=" stayed back wif jasmine n helped her alittle on her maths hwk n her class rules or smth. den waited for ysx to finish his IT course. we fooled around wif his bike for awhile den went home. but den, he found out tt his bike's brakes is spoilt... hopes he get it fixed asap.
jus finished editing the new blog. =) do go n take a look, n rmb to tag it as well!
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sianzz~
Monday, July 10, 2006

ytd didnt go out. stayed at home n used the com. did my DnT imageboard n redo my content page n defination tingy. used com onli in the afternoons. nwadaes very sian... nth do do. when managed to sleep ytd night, had a very weird dream. the weirdest one i hav yet to hav. =X
today woke up early. used com at around 9 bahx. around 9:50 den he on9. very sian lorhx. dunno wat to do oso. jus nw edited blog, chatted wif ysx n weili, n nw writin a post. haiz... i rlly very sian.
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Saturday, July 08, 2006

to day went to cwp wif ysx. saw alot of ppl sia. we went to admiralty n locked his bike there. den we took the mrt to cwp. we went to the foodcourt to eat, n saw elyn dey all n jiahao. den we went to buy kh de present 1st. i bought a voodoo doll for him, n myself. =) den went to look for my printer ink. we cnnt find black onli, so i bought all the colours together. $40. gd ting i took $60 frm my dad, or else sure no money buy. den tot i shuld go look around for his present too. but den decided tt i come back to buy another day. =) we very sian, so walked around lorhx. we saw gasper at 3rd floor.we went down the escalator n heard fionne dey all shout my name. den we went to the library to search for a book. but den couldnt find one,so went back to cwp. at the entrance, saw gasper again. we go 3rd floor again, den heard habibah shout his name, den turn around n saw her. =.=" den say yvonne n manting n jac together. den we went home soon after tt. we took 912 n he sent me to my life lobby again. he den walked to admiralty n went home.
i came back n had a nap straight away. too tired le. woke up n bathed den start using com le.
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much betta le~
Friday, July 07, 2006

wahahaha... the cough gt so much betta after drinkin the medicine ytd. but i still gt a slight flu. but still, i felt more energetic today!today in sch nvr slp lehx... the 1st time in god noes hw many yrs.
anyway... today gt maths peer tutoring. den mdm jas gave us a diagonsis or smth test. setter: miss gan. =.=" but den i tot it was ok lahx... i went to the library n did research for the noticeboard. but both jas n i were quite sian le. so we went home earlier.
today told dem bout us. dey were shocked, but nt as shocked as i expected... nt fun de... today he sent me home again.. =) hw sweet can he be?
lolx. ok le lahx. bb~
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sniff...
Thursday, July 06, 2006

today is still sick. haven recover frm the flu n the cough, but dont hav the sore throat anymore. yay! tis morning drank my cough syrup, but i COMPLETELY forgt bout the "may cause drowsiness" warning. haiz. whole day was damm tired n almost fell aslp during eng, which sadly, is the 1st n 2nd period of the day. so i ate sweets during lessons to keep myself awake. =P after sch nid to stay bac for CCA oso. jas n i did the noticeboard but i found her ideas very complicated. =.=" oh well, we managed to did abit of the back ground today.
after CCA, jas suggested we stay back for awhile more do hwk. den we sat down outside the library n did our maths. kh n bev sitting at a table, jas n i at another, n the robotics at the other. den since we staying, so i decided might as well wait for ysx. so we waited until bout 5.30 den go home. accompanied him to get his bike n den the 3 of us walked home together. he even walked me to my lift lobby. =)
came back n showered den started using my com. ate dinner n nw sian liaox. =.="
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sick~
Wednesday, July 05, 2006

today sick. woke up at around 4 plus due to an asthma attack. couldnt sleep, kept havin nightmares. dunno y lehx, whenever i hav asthma attacks in the middle of the night, it would always be accompanied by nightmares. haiz. i went to hav my medicine n went bac to slp. couldnt wake up when my mom came to wake me up, so gt to sch pretty late. gt a stupid flu, a sore throat n a bad cough, so sounded funny. lili was alittle shocked when i talked. den when in class, gt a mild stomachache. i hope tml mom dun let me go sch. =) but den i dun tink its possible lorhx. today osx didnt go sch, coz heard tt one of his family members left, so infront of me gt an empty seat, felt weird. ni lao shi oso dint go sch coz he fell sick. den during HMT lesson, everyone was talkin in class. today mr tan gave alot of dnt hwk. haizz.. i tink i betta start on it sonner, or else will hav to panic again during the weekends.
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hwks...
Tuesday, July 04, 2006

couldnt slp ytd nite coz i ady took a nap in the afternoons. watched guardian angel n den devil beside u until very late. slept quite soundly after tt... today woke up at wround 9++. plenty of hwk haven do. haizz. later mus go chiong liaox. DNT haven finish, HMT haven touch but luckily maths finish le. went to c teh website for the slogan tingy... sian man. still hav to type in microsoft word... i tink i betta get started on my hwk bahx. or else i will hav to chiong at nite...
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frm friday to sunday
Monday, July 03, 2006

day: friday
time: after sch
wat i did: tried to talk to him. but, he refused to stop to listen. felt angry. called sean at night n told him, guess he felt abit frustrated too.

day: saturday
time: afternoon - night
wat i did: chatted wif shan xian on msn. we were both quite sian. so i suggested we play a game. we decided to play checkers, but i dunno hw to play, so he offered to teach me. in the end, didnt play at all, coz my com was givin me problems. apologised, and it was accepted. =) we ended up chatting. felt comfortable around him, but tried nt to feel too comfortable. i did the powerpoint for ipw while chatting. asked weili for her grp's powerpoint. n she sent me theirs. was very grateful. finally finished. n logged off. started changin the bedsheets when ysx called me. said he was very sian n all alone at hiome. promised to call him bac later. was eating dinner when he called bac again. apologised and promised to call bac again. finally finished wif the bedsheets and call him at around 9. chatted for awhile, until my dad finished with his shower. watched tv.


day: saturday
time: near midnight
wat i did: plenty of tinkin. sat on the bed and thought while listening to my mp3 for hu noes hw long. finally, i cam eto noe tt, i hav nvr actually rlly liked him. i jus treated him as the shadow of the one i lyk. or shuld i say, smth to fill my empty heart? damm me. felt damm guilty. but den, gd now tt he doesnt lyk me anymore. so is tis a blessing in disguise??

day:sunday
time: morning - afternoon
wat i did: sat infront of my com. played maple for awhile. kept tinkin of ytd night. decided tt i rlly shuld hav a gd talk wif him. wanna chat on the phone to someone, and urgently. decided to do smth to keep my mind off him. did the front page for my DNT folio. didnt quite lyk it. so asked amanda for comments. she said tt it was abit plain. so i asked her to help me edit it. =) she agreed n is still editing. send atiqah the powerpoint n script for the ipw. she offered to print everyting out. rlly grateful. reminded her to print out extra copies for miss shidah. amanda finally finished wif my coverpage. thanked her and did abit of edit myself. den was rather happy wif the results. had a little fight wif my bro, coz he threw smth at me n it hit my upper eye lid. was very angry. might go n do my dnt later.
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